{"id":24,"date":"2010-07-11T13:49:00","date_gmt":"2010-07-11T21:49:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thisrestlesspilgrim.wordpress.com\/?p=24"},"modified":"2015-09-01T12:03:38","modified_gmt":"2015-09-01T19:03:38","slug":"shake-it-up","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.net\/blog\/2010\/07\/11\/shake-it-up\/","title":{"rendered":"Sometimes you just have to shake things up a bit"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been mulling over the best way to start this blog. \u00a0There\u2019s so much to say about my decision to quit my job and to start working for an American company; so much to say about my nomadic life and eventual move to the United States&#8230;but I\u2019m getting ahead of myself. \u00a0As Glinda, the Good Witch Of The South, would say, it\u2019s best to begin at the beginning\u2026<\/p>\n<div>\n<h2>Begin the beguine<\/h2>\n<p>Although in some ways the seeds of this adventure had been planted earlier, things started to come to the fore in 2006. \u00a0I had been living in<a href=\"http:\/\/maps.google.co.uk\/maps?f=q&amp;source=s_q&amp;hl=en&amp;geocode=&amp;q=Cheltenham&amp;sll=53.800651,-4.064941&amp;sspn=20.719264,57.084961&amp;ie=UTF8&amp;hq=&amp;hnear=Cheltenham,+Gloucestershire,+United+Kingdom&amp;ll=54.54658,-5.20752&amp;spn=10.143429,36.914063&amp;z=6\" target=\"_blank\"> Cheltenham<\/a> for about four years. \u00a0I had moved there following university, after a brief, false start in <a href=\"http:\/\/maps.google.co.uk\/maps?f=q&amp;source=s_q&amp;hl=en&amp;geocode=&amp;q=salisbury&amp;sll=54.54658,-5.20752&amp;sspn=10.143429,36.914063&amp;ie=UTF8&amp;hq=&amp;hnear=Salisbury,+Wiltshire,+United+Kingdom&amp;ll=54.482805,-3.999023&amp;spn=10.159197,36.914063&amp;z=6\" target=\"_blank\">Salisbury<\/a> (my employer went bankrupt three days after I joined). \u00a0There was nothing <em>wrong<\/em>, per se, with my life in Cheltenham; I had good friends, a lovely church and a great place to live, but I couldn\u2019t shake my feeling of unease. \u00a0Life just seemed a little bit too\u2026.predicable and, well, comfortable. \u00a0There was nothing in my life which was pushing me out of my comfort zone. \u00a0I had recently passed into my mid-twenties and it felt like I was just getting old and boring before my time\u2026<\/p>\n<p>I was at a loss as to what I should do to get out of this funk. \u00a0I considered changing careers. I thought about becoming an IT trainer (I\u2019ve always enjoyed telling people what to do). I also gave serious consideration to resurrecting my sign language and training to be an interpreter. \u00a0I considered moving to another town or city in England. \u00a0The trouble was, after living in Cheltenham, pretty much everywhere else appeared ugly, boring or had limited job opportunities. \u00a0I did consider moving abroad, but that just seemed far\u00a0<em>too <\/em>scary!<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-59045\" src=\"http:\/\/restlesspilgrim.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/07\/Screen-Shot-2015-09-01-at-12.02.57-PM.png\" alt=\"Screen Shot 2015-09-01 at 12.02.57 PM\" width=\"800\" height=\"254\" srcset=\"https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/07\/Screen-Shot-2015-09-01-at-12.02.57-PM.png 800w, https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/07\/Screen-Shot-2015-09-01-at-12.02.57-PM-300x95.png 300w, https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.net\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/07\/Screen-Shot-2015-09-01-at-12.02.57-PM-600x191.png 600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\" \/><\/p>\n<p><!--more-->And so I remained for the next year and a half: locked in a paralysis, uncertain of what to do. \u00a0Should I move? \u00a0Should I change my job? \u00a0Should I change my career? \u00a0Should I go back to studying? \u00a0The sheer array of options overwhelmed me. \u00a0I found little guidance in prayer, feeling more conflicted and stressed at the end of prayer than I was at the beginning. \u00a0Then towards the end of 2007 something happened &#8211; I jumped.<\/p>\n<p>After a chance meeting at a conference with a Technology Evangelist I started to learn a new programming language, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.adobe.com\/products\/flex\/\" target=\"_blank\">Adobe Flex<\/a>. \u00a0As I was learning this new technology I kept coming across the name \u201cCynergy Systems\u201d, both in forum entries and in technical articles. \u00a0I visited their <a href=\"www.cynergysystems.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">website<\/a> and was blown away by the <a href=\"http:\/\/tv.cynergysystems.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">showcase <\/a>of applications they had built. \u00a0I sent them an email and got one back the same day. \u00a0After a short phone call, a formal telephone interview was arranged for the following week and the day after that I had a job offer! \u00a0After so much uncertainty and dithering I had just landed a job that was going to take me out of my comfort zone in so many different ways and in many more ways, I would later find out, than I had initially realised. \u00a0However, mixed in with the fear and uncertainty was a large amount of hope, expectation and excitement. \u00a0The adventure had begun\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px\"><span style=\"color: #000080\">\u201cThe glory of God is seen through a life fully lived\u201d \u2013 <strong>St. Irenaeus, c. 180 AD<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p>Sometimes you just have to take a risk and go for it. \u00a0This doesn\u2019t mean that you abandon all rational thought and become reckless. \u00a0No, but it means that sometimes you just have to be willing to shake things up a bit. \u00a0Sure, I\u2019ve had many risks blow up in my face before, but I\u2019ve always found great comfort from St. Paul\u2019s words to the Romans:<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px\"><span style=\"color: #993300\">\u201cAnd we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him\u201d <strong>\u2013 Romans 8:28<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p>Seizing a particular opportunity may turn out to be a huge mistake, but even if it is, God will, in some way, use it for His purposes \u2013 a glorious mistake on my part can still be used for His glory; He can write straight with my crooked lines. \u00a0And what\u2019s the alternative? \u00a0The alternative is even more terrifying than a disastrous mistake \u2013 it is a life half-lived.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px\"><span style=\"color: #000000\">\u201cI went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived. I did not wish to live what was not life, living is so dear; nor did I wish to practise resignation, unless it was quite necessary. I wanted to live deep and suck out all the marrow of life&#8221; <strong>\u2013 Thoreau, Walden<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p>So go on, shake things up a bit!<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been mulling over the best way to start this blog. \u00a0There\u2019s so much to say about my decision to quit my job and to start working for an American company; so much to say about my nomadic life and eventual move to the United States&#8230;but I\u2019m getting ahead of myself. \u00a0As Glinda, the Good Witch Of The South, would<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[17],"tags":[30,63,2969],"class_list":["post-24","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-faith","tag-adventure","tag-fear","tag-featured"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=24"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":59046,"href":"https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24\/revisions\/59046"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=24"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=24"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/restlesspilgrim.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=24"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}